Bila hati kata lain, tapi cakap lain..

To whom it may be concern..

Sebenarnya kan,

Bila umi cakap umi ok, belum tentu umi ok.
Bila umi cakap umi tahu, tapi ada 'kot' kat belakangnya tu, it means umi tak tahu.
Bila umi cakap 'takpe..', sebenarnya dalam hati cakap, 'ala...tapi kenapa..?'.
Nak cakap, tapi end up cakap dalam hati je :(
Kenapa macam tu eh?
Tak suka la perasaan macam tu.
Mintak kalau boleh jangan buat umi tertanya-tanya, tertunggu-tunggu boleh tak?
Umi perlukan kepastian, kepastian yang boleh dijadikan sandaran.
Ketidakpastian buat umi selalu fikir yang bukan-bukan.
Dan umi sangat tak suka fikir yang bukan-bukan.

Ya Allah, jika hubungan ini baik, teruskanlah dengan ikatan perkahwinan yang abadi. Jika tidak, pisahkan kami tanpa rasa duka dan kecewa..


"Sometimes we feel like it takes a long time for Allah to hear our doa. And we wonder, is Allah even listening? Why aren't my prayers answered?
Allah is certainly listening, my dear brothers and sisters. And He will not let your prayers go to waste. He with His infinite wisdom knows which doa to answer and which doa needs alteration.
After all, like what Sheikh Tawfique once said, "If we expect Allah to answer all of our prayers, then who is the master and who is the slave here?"
Be patient and Allah will give you something even better than what you ever hoped for :)" - EffySaiful

Sabar itu indah. Sabar Ummi Farhha. Sabar OK..? Ya Allah, sabarkan aku dalam bersabar..